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Growing up sucks Smtimes !!!
Ouch!!!
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Its amazing how we complicate our lives as we grow old.Â
We did not have issues, egos, depressions, negative energies when we were kids. We used to look at our parents and elders and wonder what’s the big deal about some of the stuff they used to fret over.Â
Who called who first, who kept in touch, I will not call this one as she/he does not call, who is doing what or hanging out with who????????
It’s endless and very very infuriating.Â
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We swore we would not nothing close to the ’so called elders’ and their issues when we would grow up. We would be this open minded, clear, hassle free personalities.Â
My Ass!!!
I can slowly, without our realizing, already see the ‘dark shades of similar issues’ in us. I can see the tentacles slowly growing within us and even before we realize and put it in place, it would have engulfed us completely.Â
 I see people around me, the very people I have hung out and had these clear minded discussions change to the ways of ‘being grown up now’.Â
It cannot be the same way as when we are younger. Why?
Is it the experience of life and its way fill us with these emotions and thoughts. After a while we become understanding to how things operate and just reconcile to the fact- that’s how it is, do not question it. We have past that age… certain things matter now.Â
What kind of growing up is this. Why do we give in to the system? What prompts these random thoughts and expressions in our stomach and takes it to the head instead of flushing them in the pot every single morning (where they really belong).Â
It only takes the excitement out of life away and we accept a boring existence and lose some great relationships/experiences along the way.Â
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-Que